Lee didn't really understand-- couldn't understand-- the way things had turned between them. If he were ever able to be totally honest with himself, maybe Lee would know that he didn't even want to understand it fully. Not when Sharon took away his pain, either by soothing him with her body or letting him use her and transfer that pain onto her. He didn't know how he could keep going, having to shoulder his pain alone.
So when words that were wrong sounding and wrong feeling began to spill from Sharon's lips, Lee ignored them. He pretended not to hear them in the middle of sighs and groans and ragged breaths. Sharon's body rippled around him and under him while gave the longest, most complete strokes into her he could.
He was, from the beginning, acutely aware of how bad an idea this was. But it was clear they were both too far gone to recover. Lee kissed her deeply, deciding that if he they were going to hell, they might as well enjoy the ride.
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Date: 2009-03-04 04:14 pm (UTC)So when words that were wrong sounding and wrong feeling began to spill from Sharon's lips, Lee ignored them. He pretended not to hear them in the middle of sighs and groans and ragged breaths. Sharon's body rippled around him and under him while gave the longest, most complete strokes into her he could.
He was, from the beginning, acutely aware of how bad an idea this was. But it was clear they were both too far gone to recover. Lee kissed her deeply, deciding that if he they were going to hell, they might as well enjoy the ride.